Let It Grow or No?

Hello there, Assalamualaikum bloggerhumans :)

Yeahhh, I've just my own header. My mum literally laughed at the name but who cares anyway. 

 Its the holidays right now, so I decided that this day I shall finish off decorating this blog. 

It took about 6 hours to pick one background and in the end I picked plain white. 

"Macam bangang je" 

Yes. Yes it is, spending about half a day and in the end you don't change it anyway. Hahaha. 

I thought of going simple. I feel matured in a type of way. Cause I'm always whimsical and all that.

But I still love unicorns anyway.

Sometimes I feel like I wanna grow up real fast so that I can earn my own money. Buy an Iphone or any type of hi-tech smartphone, drive a car, get my own degree, masters and PhD, but in the end the older we grow up, the more problems that we have to face, more stress to handle, more responsiblities to do. 

and the saddest part is that the bigger we grow up, the older our parents get too. 

and this breaks my heart so much cause I don't want them too. Growing older means that urgh you know what I mean.
but who am I to judge Allah's planning, right?
So all I hope for is that they will be happy in Jannah one day. InsyaAllah. Ameen.

 I do wish that I could rewind time and become a baby back again or if that's too far, a toddler would do.
I mean at that time we wouldn't have to care about anything just play around, poop, sleep, and then repeat the same routine.

I feel like Peterpan somehow cause he didn't want to grow up either. Hahaha. Yes, I'm immature.
and sometimes a little bit too futuristic but that's life anyway.

You won't gain everything you want in life cause if you do when how will we become closer to Allah?

 Or do you think that you will enter Paradise while such [trial] has not yet come to you as came to those who passed on before you? They were touched by poverty and hardship and were shaken until [even their] messenger and those who believed with him said,"When is the help of Allah ?" Indeed, the help of Allah is near. [2:214]

We won't gain everything that we want. For example, 

when you're a baby, you have all the time you want and all the energy that you need,

but you don't have money. 

when you're an adult you have money and energy 

but you don't have enough time to do it.

and when you become an elderly, you have money (pension money i guess) and the all the time you need, 

but you don't have much energy as you used to have  when you were younger

 

 

so as a conclusion. Its a yes,

"Life is not a wish-granting factory" 

Make it count for today for tomorrow is never certain. 

Stop being too futuristic, cause when we do, how are we supposed to live the present right?

 

So do keep growing and enjoy life and develop a better journey and make it special at each stage.

That's all from me I think. This is just a piece of my heart and my brain that has been kept for a long time.

Thanks for reading once again. 

Much love <3